Easter spells out beauty, the rare beauty of new life.

EASTER!!!

Danie's First ever Easter!

 And she is just as beautiful as can be!

 The bunch of eggs that were hid!

 AND MY CUTE LITTLE BUNNY!!!

 Picking up her first ever egg!

Easter was so much fun. i cant remember the last time we went Easter egg hunting. it was SO long ago.

I'm so thankful i get to do all the things as i did as a kid with my little girl.

i cant wait till Halloween. i don't know what Danie is going to dress up as but i KNOW she will just be perfect!

I'm not going to write alot today cuz Danie is crying, but ill write more later.

Wish me luck cuz Danie is going to be getting her very first round of shots today. idk if ill be able to handle that but ill be strong for her. i mean SHE is the one getting the shots and she will feel like poo afterwards. :(

so wish me luck as we experience something new today. :)

~People Like You are the Reason We Have Middle Fingers~

Havnt wrote a blog in a while. But lately ive been BUSY BUSY BUSY making all kinds of hats.

And im selling them. Iv sold 2 hats so far and one was JUST requested so ill be making that soon. :)

Right now im making Danie a Turtle. She has been sick lately.. well not feeling well and I feel so bad for her cuz there is nothing I can do. so im making her a turtle. and so far even tho its not assibled yet it looks SO STINKIN CUTE. i cant wait to show the world her new toy.

YOU CANT SAY YOU DONT LOVE THIS LITTLE GIRL!!!

I made a Frog hat too. but I dont have it uploaded yet. And when I get done with this request ill show you what it looks like. I wont tell you what it is till its done cuz shhhh its a suprise. :)

Is it me or does danie look like she is SO NOT happy with the bunny hat on?!?

ok. so im sure your wondering why the title of this post is what it is. WELL.... it is what it is. lol. People PISS ME OFF.

but im going day by day and living my life as i should so if i have to shoot up my middle finger than turn and walk away.. ill be damned i will do it!! no need to waist my breath right? People that get the middle finger arnt worth waisting breath over. lol

anyway im sorry im short today but my legs are hurting and i need to get these 6 rounds for the shell done for her turtle then my butt is GOING TO BED!!!

so goodnight all.

This One Smells Like Strawberry

So I like to Crochet. It keeps me so relaxed and calm. I cant tell you how many hats I have made *giggle*

Anyway iv been making little hats that look like fruit. I REALLY want to make grape, if i could figure out how to do that.

Mom and I are wanting to sell them and I think that would be awesome. They definitely would sell and not to mention it would SORTA bring in some money for me. Mom and I would have to split the profit though if she is paying for yarn. :/

Its okay tho. I don't mind. Take a look at my first Fruit Hat.

STRAWBERRY

I just LOVE how cute she looks in it.

You cant say that her cute little face sells this product. haha.

Yesterday was a FUN day. I got to make that cute little hat for Danie and she got to send messages to her Aunt Jenny and Nana. Not to mention she posted a status on my facebook... How you ask?

THIS.

haha. I LOVE THIS GIRL!!

She makes me laugh because she is so cute.

I couldn't have asked for a better gift from god.

Well I should get back to making more hats. I have an order I have to make. :)

IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BUY A HAT::

THEY ARE $10 FOR 0-3 MONTHS 3-6 MONTHS AND UP TO 2 YEARS OF AGE

ALSO $10 FOR CUSTOM SIZES FOR KIDS

$13 FOR ADULTS.

A Little Something We Call Rock And Roll

Well... Danie is one weird one. She LOVES rock. And when I say rock I mean artists like Avenged Sevenfold, Godsmack, Atreyu, Five Finger Death Punch, Disturbed, Slipknot, Skillet, Shinedown, Bullet For My Valentine, Apocalyptica, ect.

You can tell that this is my girl. She loves the same music mommy does. Oh and she LOVES classical music. and like me she likes Micheal Jackson. NO JOKE.

She cries when she hears something like Miley Cyrus... kinda sucks cuz I like some of her stuff. I would sow some pics but I don't have them up loaded.

on to yesterday..  Danie and I had dinner with Leesa Hicks. She is the mother of a REALLY  good friend of mine who was killed in a car accident almost 5 years ago. I really cant believe that its already been 5 years. I feel like I'm getting old...

Anyway, we had an AMAZING dinner. I really enjoyed having dinner with her. We went to Applebees. I decided I wanted to step out of my comfort zone and try something knew. AND IT WAS DELICIOUS. lol. She had the same thing as me.

We talked a lot... we talked about Danie and other babies, We talked about what happened with me last year and how I was before I found out I was pregers. We also talked about her new man in her life. :) I'm VERY happy for her. We also talked about Jon, and about the car accident. She told me that basically if he never laid down on the stretcher he would have lived... MAYBE. She told me the paramedics said that they wanted to get him to the hospital and get him looked at and he would go home. All he had was a broken rib. :( It was hard to talk about him. BUT it was well needed. For the both of us. Jon was a great guy. And I will talk about him till the day i die... and for the record the car accident was an ACCIDENT. There was absolutely NO stupidity involved. No Speeding, No goofing off, Nothing ABSOLUTELY Nothing illegal happened when they were driving. It was an accident.

She LOVED meeting Danie for the very first time. ALL THO when we were almost done eating I let her hold her and she was FINE, and for some reason she randomly started screaming. she made me jump, made Leesa, and made everyone behind her jump. Leesa was holding her for a while before she actually started screaming. She handed her back to me and she stopped screaming.

Well anyway... today was a VERY tiring day I think maybe the both of us doesn't feel good at all. So I'm going to head to bed AS SOON as I get her to sleep.

Good night all. :)

Sugar, Spice, and Everything Nice! That's what little girls are made of.

This morning Danie decided it would be awesome if she woke up at 4 and not go back to sleep. At least not until Nana came and got her out of my arms when I was rocking her. Then I just went to bed. 

She slept ALL DAY though. And when I mean all day, I truly mean all day. I'm in for a long LONG night.

She took her very first visit to our store today. She got to meet her Great Aunt Ramona, Great Uncle Anthony, and her Cousin Melissa and her kids. That would be where she slept the whole time as we cleaned out the store.

I GREATLY enjoy spending time with my family. It doesn't matter if we are cleaning or just sitting around doing nothing. Its a time I don't ever want to give up. I love helping my family as much as i can.

This would be my HOME AWAY FROM HOME. I actually lived here for a good bit of my life. Its still my home. My whole family lives on this property. This lake is HUGE and the funny thing that everyone doesn't believe that its really this big. But they usually get surprised when they come to our fishing days.. (BTW we have a fishing day AND Yard Sale this Saturday on the 26th from 7am to 7pm if you would like to come.. you do have to pay and I THINK its 10 per adult. 5 per child).. sorry for the advertise meant but gotta do what cha gotta do ya know. lol.

This week is NOT so full of activities for Bug and me. Tuesday she will get to meet Ms. Hicks. One of my really good friends that passed away almost 5 years ago. She is the most wonderful woman that you will ever meet. We are having dinner together Tuesday.

Also i have to make a but load of signs for the fishing day. And they have to be READABLE. if that's even a word. Giggle. And Saturday is our Fishing day/ Yard Sale. Danie and I will BOTH be up there working. Well ill be... if Danie could hold a pen I'm sure we could put her to work.

Danie is passed out on my chest right now... so I really think I should be getting some sleep. So Goodnight y'all and have WONDERFUL dreams.

Thanks For Visiting!

Hello WELCOME to my blog.

For the Record. I have NEVER kept a blog before. So I'm not really sure how I'm suppose to do this. All i know is that I'm going to show you my journey as a new mother. So sit back and Relax because this is going to be a bumpy ride. :) ENJOY!!

This is my Cuddle Bug.

She is 4 weeks (1 month) old at 12:35am TONIGHT. Her name is Tensley Danielle Thackston.

Let me just say that this BEAUTIFUL little girl has completely CHANGED my life. I'm a much better person because she is in it. She was definitely an element of surprise. I was in the worst time in my life. and i KNOW i was depressed but i didn't realize exactly how bad till now. i look back and see that if it wasn't for Danie i have absolutely NO CLUE where i would be right now. During the depression (hard for me to talk about) i was drinking a lot. just about every weekend i was drunk. if i couldn't get out of the house (when i was living with my parents) i would just lock myself up in my room and just sleep. After i RANDOMLY moved out without telling anyone i did so, witch i so regretted doing because i hurt so many people, i would couch surf. That means that i would jump from house to house living on my Friends couches. And i lost my job i Dropped out of college. Not the proudest moment in my life.

This is the HARDEST thing to talk about so please understand that I'm opening up and putting my heart out there. Something that i have NEVER done before so its taking a lot out of me.

This is me RIGHT before i found out i was pregnant.

I look sick YES. Smoking really DID NOT help with my health nor did the drinking. (not proud of)

When i took the test it was really a joke because i was arguing with someone that i wasn't pregnant and that i would take one just to prove that i wasn't. Well..... i was. Sooo many things went through my head. The first one was how far along am I? and Who was the father. well i found out how far along i was. i was 5 weeks pregnant.

LONG STORY SHORT. I know who the father is and he wants nothing to do with it.

I moved back home with my parents. We get along better than ever. Mom and I have NEVER been so close. We talk about everything with each other. And that relationship is one that i will NEVER screw up. It took me a LONG time to get to where i am today. My dad and I RARELY fight now witch is a good thing because when we fought we would really fight to the point where we wouldn't talk to each other for days.

All this happened because I believe that my little girl was sent from God to put me back on the right track. She has made me the HAPPIEST woman on earth. I can honestly say that i LOVE being a mom. I love being able to wake up in the morning and see her little face and it just makes me smile. No matter how much she cries or how much i want to scream sometimes. I think it all comes with being a mother. all i have to do is look at her and everything is alright again. And I'm LOVING every minute of it. <3

I just wanted to say THANK YOU for taking the time to read what i had to say.

and I'm looking forward to you reading more of what i write in the future.

much love.